thank you!

Today has been a good day!I just got a new laptop! (thanks mom and dad and grandma) Its so weird growing up!Last night i wanted to take the time and spend some quality time with my cuz Maddy she is such a talented girl! i love her and she is more like me than i think she knows! We made a movie on you tube you can watch it! she is singing high im low and she is TALENTED! Im really loving all of this right now! trying to soak it all in! Im a grad!My graduation was held in the pouring rain! EVERYONE WAS SHIVERING!But not i, i guess thats the benifit of having rsd one leg was on fire and the other was so cold it evened out! lucky me! i was the ninth person to get there diploma! IM DONE!! And it feels so good!

i love you all!

its that time

check it out~

im graduating tonight!

im so excited ....

the best is yet to come!

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS MADE THIS POSSIBLE!

happy monday!

my foot is doing okay.... I HATE THIS BOOT!! BLAA
so i am waiting for Andrew to call!! I'm pretty excited! FINALLY! well today has been so super busy i had pt first and i was told i need to keep getting those pain blocks! Because my toes are still scrunched! I talked to Logan today

  he leaves for his mission on Aug 2ND! boy will i miss him! he is a great friend! i also talked to Courtney! we were talking about institute! i miss her and this summer we will need a lot of bonding time!! i love you all! I'm having a good day! just waiting..... i hate waiting! 

I'm not very patient! 

prom 2008

 i love to edit photos

GRADUATING!

Karleigh and i bonded!

i will soon have to give my lap top back so Karleigh and i took some shots on my MAC!! :) i love my sisters!! THEN SHORTLY AFTER BRAD DAHL STOPED BY TO SAY HI! IT WAS HIS FIRST DAY HOME FROM HIS MISSION!! CRAZY! HE HAS ALOT HE TALKED ABOUT THAT HE WANTS TO DO.. HAHAH NO TIME TO STOP HIM...HAHA HE REFFERED TO A SINGLES WARD AS A MEAT MARKET..NOW THATS NOT TRUE... HEHE

grandmas...

sitting at grandmas house on my laptop posting a new blog! so what a weekend! They started me on new meds and last night it finally worked!! ya for grandmas! i went and saw maid of honor last night it was great! right now i am working on my you tube videos! I got my hair cut done a few days ago everyone loves it but I'm trying to get used to all these colors in my hair! i love jenny though she is the one who does it! she is great! anyways tonight i am going to spend some quality time with aryel and Tina! they are my girls!I am realizing how important it is to spend time with those you love. They are the ones who need you the most... i got a voice mail from the lovely Andrew today! he went on and on about how much he dose not like math! i was like! oh my what a lovely voice mail! but its so good to hear his voice it gets me through the day! he is my best friend!!We cant talk till Monday because he lost phone privilege's.. witch is super hard for me! but it just makes me realize how important he is in my life! hes a keeper... have you not seen him.... well here

my famous mormon rap

A lot of people wonder bout stuff like this

Like where's the true church and who god is

That's why im here to explain these things

To talk about the gospel and the truth it brings

God's only begotten, his name is Jesus Christ

We talk of his mercy and his atoning sacrifice

Im mormon girl

Who rap

Im Dildiddly wack

And im modest

 

I go to church on Sunday

do the things im supposed to do

I like to spread the gospel

Cuse it’s a testiment that’s true

I know this cuse of joseph smith

Prayer at scared grove

In the woods where he prayed

He saw the father and the son

And knew what should be done

 

Joseph Smith acted without any hesitation

And with the lords help brought about the restoration

 

Ya ohhhh ya

 

So im rappin

Cuse Im mormon

 got a lot of things to say

im here to spread the gospel

in everysingle way

everyday

 

my launguae is rated g and my clothing covers me

I only date members

I started at 16

Ill me married in the temple

For time

And all eternity

 

When I am sealed by

The power of the priesthood

My husband will adore me that’s fo sho

 

Because d and c 42 22 states

To cleave unto me

Blessings will be great

 

When  I have kid

 Then become a mother

They will brought up in the church just like my brother

 

The journey will contiue

but my rap will have to end

but talk about gospel and whats brought to me.. will be the rap I rap for eternity

 

 

 

What happened here changed the world; let it change your life

The Book Of Mormon... another testament of Christ.

 

 

As most if you know the last 5 months have been a struggle for me. My right foot had been injured. But no one knew what was wrong with it. The pain started changing and quickly grew worse every day. As my pain grew worse I started becoming very scared. First of all, it can be really frustrating and not JUST because of the pain. It can be awfully discouraging when you go to many doctors and they cant help you, because they don’t know what is wrong. There were many nights where I pleaded with my heavenly father asking him to take my pain away. but there was one night when I remember asking him for something different. This prayer was’t like the rest. I WAS NOT ASKING HIM TO HEAL ME. I was asking him to help me. I no longer was in control. It was then when I felt I needed to receive a priesthood blessing. Brothers and sisters never dought the power of the priesthood. In the spirit of faith of which  I am speaking to you about I can testify to you there is no greater power then that of a priesthood blessing In my blessing it said that I would receive a miracle.Little did I know that everyday was a miracle in and of its self. Some doctors tried to help me, but eventually they didn't know what to do anymore and sent me to someone else. After going to many doctors Finally the day came where I had found a doctor who was able to diagnose me. And this time it was for real. He felt so strong and knew that my foot had a very rare nerve disorder. Rsd is what they called it Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy (RSD) otherwise known as Chronic Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS), is a nasty nerve disorder that makes the lives of those who have it complete chaos. It causes unbearable pain, like burning and swelling and It effects tons of people, yet no one knows about it. I was so lucky to be diagnosed early. This was a trial of my faith.   A trail of witch I agreed to before I came to earth. And let me tell you it has’t been easy. But there has been a song that I have always kept close to my heart. In it it firmly states”I wont give up and I will be alright I will never give up there is still room to fight.” Every day that goes by I fight harder. I know that the lord is guiding me and giving me strength to fight this struggle. Take a moment to think about any trial you have had to over come in your life. I know that there are so many trials we must face some may be essayer than others. But think about the eternal perspective. We are indeed living in one of the hardest times. is hard trying to struggle through every day and not being able to participate in things I used to do. It is hard attempting to keep a smile on, when many times I wanted to cry instead But those are the times when  I do have to remind my self ITS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE EASY BUT IT WILL BE WORTH IT IN THE END. Life’s experiences can become building blocks of faith and testimony. These experiences come to us in vastly different ways and at unpredictable times. They can be powerful, spiritual events or small, enlightening moments.For each of us, life is a journey. Heavenly Father designed it for us out of love.. Each of us has unique experiences and characteristics, but our journey began in the same place before we were born into this world.. We knew that life was’t going to be easy yet we came to this earth to prove our love for the savior As the Lord stated to the Prophet Joseph Smith in a reassuring way during one of his most significant trials at Liberty Jail, “All these things shall give thee experience, and shall be for thy good”

 

Some days are harder than others but when I turn to the lord he fills me with hope and faith. The lord will find a way. It will all work out. He has a plan and if we turn to him in our times of great struggle we will indeed be blessed not only in this life but in the life to come. Our return to our Father's eternal realms is His ultimate objective--His work and His glory. It was and is also the essential mission of His Son. It was why Jesus Christ, who created our world and our whole universe, took a mortal body, endured temptation, ridicule, and an ignominious death to become our Savior, our Redeemer, and our advocate with the Father.

 

Look at me. I am a walking miracle. I'm walking. I promise you he is there. Even in our hardest moment he doesn't leave our side. He loves us so much and wants us to return to him. Don’t give up. I know that I continue to fight. Each day I am trying to become all I can. I know that I can overcome whatever is set before me. Though the love of my family, friends and the wonderful members of this ward. Together we can overcome our trials. I hope and pray that I inspire someone out there who is maybe struggling with something also.. whatever it may be. Remember its gonna be worth it. The lord continually said it will all work out. Continue to pray and do the thing in witch are pleasing to the lord. I promise you that through faith in our savior anything is possible.